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[08 Dec 2008|10:54pm] |
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When i first came to school I had a big group of friends and over time it dwindled down to small group. I thought this was fine at the time and was ok with it because i thought that they where just my close friends.
Now most of my friends don't ever call me or go out with me. We don't hang out I don't even know what they are doing. Even my two best friends here seem like they wouldn't mind if I just disappeared. When I get home my two friends aka roommates don't seem to want to have anything to do with me they barely say hello and close the door on me. When ether one of them gets home they rejoice with each other and laugh and hang out. I just don't know whats changed. They used to call me and ask me to hang out with them. I have never had more fun in my life here at FIT then when i was with them. Now it seems like we broke up and are just living together.
If it wasn't for Katie I would literally have NOTHING to do on the weekends. I don't know what to do.
IT seems like all I want to do is go home, and although I love home and my friends I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way. Shouldn't I enjoy living here? I used to. Fuck.
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